broken heart

27 january 2011

i wont forget this moment..
i already single?yup! 
why must me that must face all of this?
i love wan amirul damn much!but maybe im not born to be yours hubbie.
but why not we just try to walk through this relationship?
you ever thought that you is my best BOY that i ever meet
you always bright my life when i walk in darkness...
you always be my inspiration for me not cheat on you..
WHY?!why you must love me before?if you still want play fool with me?!
Did you know that i love you?

maybe i wrong choose you to become my lover...

hubbie..i want you to know...i love you so much...i wont leave you alone to survive this world..
you is meaningful for me..
its hard for me to face all of this ....

I LOVE YOU WAN ! :')

my family

thanks god...u give me a great present that is MY HAPPY FAMILY !


god already give me MOTHER... priceless :)

-She is everything for me...If she sad and got trouble ..i totally can feel it eyh..like  we already have a link..
Even she always mad on us and sometimes rude..but i know,actually she love us and like to create us to be a great person one day!thanks mama....
-She is my idol and my everything...she is papa for us too

Mama...i want you to know..even i'm stubborn by i always do my best to be your great daughter;;;thanks for your pray mama


my youngest sister -vinnie

What a nice name right? She is my sister..
stubborn,naughty,funny,nice,rude...and so on..!ahhahhahx
but she is friendly for me..nice person and always help me even if i  got problem
i just hope she will realize that we love her damn much!and she will change her own attitude!


my brother-dionecius

like his name damn much!combination between JESUS and DENNIS..my father name :)
he is bit crazy and stubborn!
like math subject and scooterist
always stay up late to chatting


my youngest sister-nelly

fat and big between us
always EAT,EAT and EAT...
naughty and kinda friendly..
like to play game and shouting! :P

miss my past :')

suddenly . . . I recall all my sweet memories back . . . My last job as a student...National services..prefect and so on!
seriously. . . Even i have a chance to feel one more time to be a student later..i will not felt the same..
I LOVE MY FRIENDS !
sometimes i can be rude and stubborn but its normal right?
As long that i ever try to ruining them life...I just live in my own way..

     Now..im on my way to 20th..Oh my godness,,,i cant believe that my life will become complicated after this
Why not?on my age 20...i will survive my world alone...study alone..

pengawas sesi 2007/2008

I miss my former school at teknik betong and smk simanggang..damn!got many memories  there..hopefully one day we will become closer like before....

      reunion PLKN kem puncak permai :)

tired being like this :(

Everyday i must face of fake people that always  ruining my life...Sometimes..i wanna to run and crying..i'm already tired with all of this! :(
If i give of choice either want to become a boy or girl...i will choose BOY!
But who us want to change what God have give us?
seriously..become a girl is tired!
everyday people surround me always talk about other people bad habits exspecially girl!

If i become a boy..i rather choose to walk away from all my old life..

ya!i have boyfriend that muslim!
but why people always try to critic with what that i had choose?
beFRIEND with him doesn't mean i will marriage with him :'(

Please la.i still love jesus..
so,ever think something negative bout me :(
-perhaps

my second blog

Actually i already have my own blog..but suddenly i forget about my first blog specially my own email n password..So i take a time to start my own blog now :)
-please take a moment to read everything here ya :)

BLOG IS MY DIARY (sad,happy,cry...everything is here..)

I'm just ordinary person that live in small town
But thanks GOD
He give me a great life,Great mother and family

                                          Pix of me :))