tired being like this :(

Everyday i must face of fake people that always  ruining my life...Sometimes..i wanna to run and crying..i'm already tired with all of this! :(
If i give of choice either want to become a boy or girl...i will choose BOY!
But who us want to change what God have give us?
seriously..become a girl is tired!
everyday people surround me always talk about other people bad habits exspecially girl!

If i become a boy..i rather choose to walk away from all my old life..

ya!i have boyfriend that muslim!
but why people always try to critic with what that i had choose?
beFRIEND with him doesn't mean i will marriage with him :'(

Please la.i still love jesus..
so,ever think something negative bout me :(
-perhaps