tears fall down

suddenly. . . when i wake up just now, im crying!damn eyh..

omg..until when i must stop from this suffer?im such already give up eyh....please end this suffer immedieatly!

still wondering actually..why you leave me without any reason,,

coz i noe..deeply in your heart..u love me...even ur pretending and said that you did not have any sense to be with me anymore. . . but my heart says NO!

we had been through all this pain together sayang...hards and impossible for me to make it not disappear from my mind !

if i wake up early in the morning. . .the first thing that i think is YOU!

i just want to call you to make sure that you already wake up and ready to working..

i miss that moment hubbie. . .FORGET you is hard thing that i must do right now

even i can get you out of mind..but i wont forget everything bout you. . .

your smile make me comfortable..

your hug make me wanna stay with you and want to stop the time .so that,i will not separate from you ! :)

so sweet hubbie. . . when you hold my hand and you promise that you will not leave me.

just god can separate us. . .

i miss you eyes. . that always sincerely to show me that your love is forever .not for a while !

i miss the moment when we play futsal outside your house. . .you make me happy and enjoy ! :)

if you touch me,i want your hand just stay on my face. . .

your hand,hug,kiss and smile make me melt and comfortable..

so how? you force me to forget you? 

sorry..i wont ! coz im happy now. even you dont want me back..

i miss that moment. ..when you send for me burger every wednesday after tuisyen...

then you spend a minute to talk with me and kiss my hands . . .

then,if  i cry and need CHOCOLATE and LOLIPOP ,you will send it then. . .

if i sick and need medicine, , ,you are the one that worry and send it for me. . .

your worries make me concern. . .thank you for everything. . .

you already colour my life. . .and bright my life before

you teach me.how to be a good girl,matured and caring. . .

you make me learn everything good..

you is the one that can change me..

i still remember. . . 

I'm YOKO and you is JOHN LEMMON

how sweet it eyh..

romatic....

you said that,you will love yoko like john lemmon love yoko

coz they two are true lover for you :)

you play guitar and play song for me...how sweet eyh

but now?everything is over. . .

all of that is just a dream...

like a glass that broken

same as me

you just my past and will not come again..

hubbie,im always think bout you ..

dream of you

and sometimes,i force myself to not wake up if i dream of you..

you is my imagination...and i will keep it..

i'm happy even only in my dream..

hopefully one day..you will ready everthing that i had post here.

so that you can feel...how deep my love to you..

i love and miss you always... :)