HEARTACHE!

nobody love me,nobody cares about me...and nobody understand me !

why?why?why?why?why?why?

i just want one second only to feel it god :(
seriously, i feel regret now.
My love change to HATE!

YUP! i want to be players now
what else i can do? first in my life...i love someone that ever love me !
damnly stupid!
I PROMISE ! after this,i try to forget you...i'm not even try but i will force myself!

I'm happy now without you..
sorry, i already can forget you in a short time..
Even 1 day you regrets and wanna back with me,i cant! :)

i already close my heart for anyone ....
what for BOYFRIEND right?
if they come then hurt me again?

OH NO!!! TRAUMA already :P

i'm gay !
you know what?my life is better without you now..

i can feel FREEDOM !
thanks to you my EX,you already teach me about true LOVE

NOW , NEW JULIE IS REBORN...LIVE WITHOUT PAIN AND LIVE WITHOUT TEARS !

LIVE WITH FAITH IN GOD AND LIVE WITH HAPPIER AND GAY !

CAN ANYONE FIX ME? ! :P