life

Chinese new year already past...valentine day is coming....
Seriously...until now,i cant stop thinking all about him..
what are he doing....
already eat or not?
are he in good condition?
oMG!every space of my mind is all ABOUT HIM! wtf !
 i'm already tired actually..when always hoping for him to come back to me.
Because i know...that is the most impossible thing for me.
But what else can i do?

Maybe im stupid for him!
But....at least for me...that is the sacrifice !
maybe i'm wrong to falling in love with him.. But im not wrong because i do great decision by LEAVE HIM!
Even it hurt...i must face it...life is beautiful !
So i must always think positive and move foward..

Now...my next goal is want to play fool with BOY!
i already tired by stick on my boy..
but what ?!they lie on me.. LIAR!

the sadness part is HE IS NOT IN LOVE WITH ME ANYMORE!
can you imagine? !He make me feel he just like a jerk!

fuuhhhh!!! feeling better now..after MARAH!
But its ok..i already got my strength now...
even i cant forget you at all..at least i have my own GOAL!

you can feel happy now..but later? !mark it!
you will feel same as me !!!
that is fate ! i told you the true..
 ITS HURT IF SOMEONE THAT YOU LOVE MORE IS NOT FEELING THE SAME! 

ahhahaa..im happy now !
i already have my own life that is MORE BEAUTIFUL than before !
so what? you think you already OK meh? !

i want see.....WHAT HAPPEN LATER !
GONNA SEE U SOON!


                      REGRET!